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  1. [IMG]girlwiththesadeyes[/IMG] sometimes I find myself staring off into nothing at all... It's the times like that I think about the pain of the past... But then look forward to the light the future may have played out for me... Then other times I feel like There is no hope in the world for me... These are the time's people see my eyes change into sadness and my mind wanders away into the thoughts of hurting myself and ending it all... perhaps that would help me finally find peace... perhaps it will not chane a thing and my soul will suffer even more...
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About GirlWithTheSadEyes
My name is Jessica. I am on this site to hopefully find some advice and to be able to vent or talk about things with others that I am unable to talk to my boyfriend about.
I have Bi-polar Disorder and Anxiety, in the past I have also had A BIG problem with cutting myself, biting myself, and a few times I burned.
I lost a baby back in January of 2012 when I was with my ex, There were many problems in our relationship and much stress. I ended up miscarrying and our relationship got much worse after that leading to us splitting up.
I am with a man now named Timothy. He is one of the greatest guys I have ever known and I am so thankful that he came into my life.
He makes me so happy and I really do care about him and I want him in my life as long as time will allow him to be!
But I feel like I cant tell him everything. :( And this has nothing to do with him, It's the fact that I don't Want Him to worry about me.
I care about him and don't want to put more stress on him then he already has.
So i joined this site to find some help and maybe even someone to talk to.
So hopefully i can get over this stupid fear of talking to others about how I am feeling!
Reading, Drawing, Horseback riding,


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