This is to my mother (who can never see this/ this is just to let off steam): Why won't you even try to understand me? You claim i'm faking or doing this for attention. Why would I want this kind of attention? I am mentally ill and you need to accept that. It's not going away in one day. It takes years to heal. I don't understand why you are so closed minded. I cannot come to you with anything important because you do not want to hear it. That's really sad. I used to be able to tell you anything. Now i can't.