Fear of clusters of holes etc.

Google it as I can't post links yet.

I hate them, wasp nests, crumpets, lotus pods etc. I googled Trypophobia and the images came up, I got so panicy; I can't have anything touching my skin anywhere - not even my tongue in my mouth. I have to stand up arms and legs spread out so nothing touches my skin for a while then check in a mirror that I have none of these holes on my body anywhere. I can't stop thinking about them and I feel sick, anxious. Everybody I know thinks I'm making it up, because they don't understand why they make me feel this way, so when I am feeling so panicked and sick they touch me as they think it's funny making it so much worse.

I can't get these horrendous images out my head for hours afterwards.

Any suggestions?