I sometimes beat myself in the head pretty savagely. Gave myself a mild concussion a couple of times. I generally try to avoid doing it around people. It's pretty much an impulse at this point, I don't even think about it until after it happens. Pretty sure I gave my partner PTSD from when I used to do it around her. Things just get to be too much for me and it's the only relief I can get, that moment of slight dizziness, that calming sensation.

So yeah I'm a pretty awful person I suppose. Not sure why I'm posting all of this but it's early in the morning and everyone's asleep. Why is vince so quiet?