Okay I give up I from know what to do anymore I don't know if I should cry or if I should just run away and never comeback. I don't know if I want to stay alive anymore or if I would go jump off a bridge. I just don't know if I will now or ever be strong enough to stop what I do to myself I see that people care when they ind out but later on when something bad happens like my best friend hung her self I just gave up my other friends was so scared because I was trying to cut at a party he got scared and didn't want me home alone like I was to week. But when I said I was fine they all left. I sat there crying my life out. And the next time they say deeper cuts they didn't talk they just walked away. I was left with nothing and I don't know what I should do.... Can someone please help me I just feel like giving up is the only way for this to be over but some how I know its not... Some help me if you can. Please.