Hi, I am new here and was really desperate in finding someone to talk to.
Almost all my life I have had anxiety problems, but for the last few years I have been battling with PTSD.
in 2007 my daughter was diagnosed with cancer, then my children with a sever bleeding disorder, then my mother had cancer, and while all of this is happening, I was pregnant with my daughter whom i gave birth to 5 weeks early due to so much stress. Al thought my daughter beat the cancer, my children live a normal life and my mother is okay, I have found myself in constant fear and having panic attacks & feel like I am expecting some bad news again (health wise) or feel like I am going to have cancer or some type of life Disease is in my body. I cant focus on my kids, or work and feel like I cannot function anymore. I am SO TIRED of feeling like this and I just want to live normal, I never looked for help because of how embarrassing it is to tell someone this, and finally broke and ended up in the ER with panic attacks, She gave me a very low dose of Lorazepam, which I hardly take but I just feel like I am going crazy....:0(