It has been awhile since i have cut myself and i am craving the pain... i need it. i just caught myself looking up pictures of cut open wrist idk what the hell wrong with me why am i craving this pain so much i just want to cut myself to death i could do it now if my boyfriend was asleep. but hes awake and he will know if i cut myself... gaaahhhh i can handle this anymore i am so fucking depresed and anxious all the time i wake up and cant breath and just want to cut myself to calm my panic attack down but i cant. i just to cut myself so bad i want to cutt to the point that i bleed to death... whats wrong with me...
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