done it all

[Nikolas]

i have lost my touch of care... i been to physchs therapists doctors second opinions 3rd opinions changes in meds physical therapy to try n get back active and heal my hurt knee and i just have no energy no motivation i feel worse everyday and hate it...... dont know what to to... i done working out done swimming sports i got nothing left in me my tanks empty... i feel im gonna miss out on life an i am missing out on life.... no kids no wife no house no nothing... lost my family i cared about i just feel dead to the world in hurt pain n suffer bad bad night wish there was sum1 in chat to talk too on a friday night

[Sher]

I was here until 2:30 am but I didn't see you. Sorry Nik