I am paranoid. I know today that I am annoying and invisible. So although I do not expect anyone to read this or even respond I simply needed to write it down so that I knew it happened. It's not my imagination, well ok so I know it is. Just because its in someones head doesnt mean its not real to that person. So sure go ahead ignore me like I am invisible, go ahead and think I am annoying and simply posting for attention. I know what everyone thinks about me. It wont matter how many times you say its not true I will still think it. I am just glad that I am not around people or I would be hearing the voices too. I know I am paranoid, that doesnt mean I still dont react to it. I cant control it. It controls me. I suppose that when I am in control is when it will no longer be as big of an issue. End paranoid rant.