I learned when I go back to work I am getting set up to either be fired are make me quite, I will get proof I plan to carry a Small digital recorder with me if I go back, But now it looks like permanent disability for me. I can't get better and am having more symptoms of other l messes, I am hearing voices now. I hate the general public who type cast us into lazy non-worker fakers to get of work. Let them live one day in my body and feel the pain and anguish that hopelessness gives, The uncontrollable crying, the wish to leave this world in a body bag, NO! he just faking it so he can get off work, I have been on short term disability since 6/30/2011. And have suffered many more days than just in between those and now, I will be discriminated against. and all because I have a chemical unbalance, God I hate this life, My wife finished moving out, I am losing the house and only have enough food for a week or less, I spent my last dollars on dog and cat food and still might have to give them up for their own well being. They are the only thing keeping me alive, if I loose my animals I my a well kill myself, because they calm me down and give love unconditionally.love.
I really loath life at this time and wish I could start over from birth and live a normal life Thanks for reading my "RAVE!!!!!"