I want my life back

[Mikebaier]

I hate my anxiety attacks it took my entire life away from me i have to live in the shadow of who i once was now every day is a liveing hell i just want it to end i want my life back its just not fair.. sometimes i wish my life would just end so my pain could finnaly be over i have been stripped of everything i had to quit school im all alone i have no friends NOT even 1 FRIEND i question the point of me even liveing all i do is suffer every single day and the worst part is i have to deal with it.... All alone...

[shades]

Hi Mike, I know how you feel. Is there any chance you could find a local Mental Health `Drop in`?. It might give you the opportunity to meet others, who like you, have difficulty. Perhaps you could `team up` with someone else, for mutual support.

[Mikebaier]

It's so hard to deal with this i keep thinking of my past when i was a normal kid growing up....