I have had anxiety for nearly 5 years now it has taken over much of my life. I had to drop out of highschool it got so bad. I feel so alone and empty i just dont know what to do anymore. Ever since i had my first anxiety attack my entire life has been taken away from me.. I dont have any friends so i have no one to talk with and all my doctors just try to give me medications that dont seem to help me. I would really like a friend...
Hello, and i feel sorry for what has happened to you. I will probably never understand, as I don't have anxiety attacks, I just have some very heavy depression. Just want you to know there's someone out there willing to listen.
It's nice to know there is im also very depressed and if you need someone who can listen il do the same for you
I hate my anxiety i was it would just go away sometimes i wish my life would end and this pain would go away.. i cry as i type this i just wish i could have ny life back i cant do even the simplest things every day is hell for me....
I know how you feel. except I think that my life is crap. even from my early age i never liked my parents as they just abusers. heh my life is pretty much crap beacuse of em Basically I had so much stress my grades when to crap because of them. Also other factors in my life. I don't feel that im going to live that long. im not gonna get a job, relationships are out of the question, who would want me, im a mess, and im not even interested. And when I look back at my past i realize... none of my happy times has been with my family, it has been with friends. I wouldn't trade that happiness for anything. They made life bearable when I still had them. When i depart from this life, I feel that no one would care, that i'm all alone on this earth. I will listen for as long as humanely possible... Nice to see someone who knows how i feel.
and sometimes i cry myself to sleep, thinking about how bad my life is. if my parents ever found out about it, they would just hit me again.
i cry myself to sleep thinking about how my dad left me at a young age and in his place is a horrible step dad who was horrible to me for 10 years and then i started haveing these anxiety attacks.. it made me so angry my mom chose my step dad over me and my brother we were only kids i lived in a constant world of fear...
I just wish my life was back so i could be a normal 17 year old... I also never quite got over my last relationship she was the only thing that made life worth it but now shes gone....
Last edited by Mikebaier; 01-20-2012 at 09:56 AM.
You are not alone. While there might not be many that are experiencing what you are right now, you would be surprised at the understanding and sympathy those "more experienced" people around you can be. Don't, whatever you do, romance the worst of your thoughts; I don't believe that any real good can come of that; I know from personal experience.
If you are feeling any thoughts of self harm, call 911 and "let the chips fall where they may!" It beats anything else that may happen if you don't.
i go through anxiety everyday to hate it and have panic attacks alot i know how you feel its not going to ruin my life ive had them since i was 11 i have four kids and had a bad marriage but ive been at my job for 6 years struggling with them everyday its mind over matter its about the scariest thing you could go through but your not alone about one million people in the us go through this almost everyday im a chronic case but i get through everyday i was taking meds but it was only stopping them wasnt making them go away or why i was having them all in the thinking prosess i am having one now as i type this to you but i will survive it as i allways do talk to your god and say god please let me get through this as you have for the last 5 years help me understand them and over come them it will help or write a jurnoul everyday on how you feel the symptoms and that it helps and remember your not alone
i need one too!
like you i have been suffering with anxiety and depression, i first really noticed it getting worse three years ago, and since has slowly been taking over my life.
i cant help thinking the worst, and letting it get me down, rusging about the place like a man pocessed, some days im up and some im down.
i really am struggling to keep it under control, so will be seeking help from my doctor shortly.
i cant remember the last time i woke feeling fresh, and a bounce in my step, its really holding me back, i feel tired all the time, cant make plans for the future and starting to affect my relationship with family
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