I've lived with anxiety/panic in many of its various forms and extensions since I was a small child and I am now 33. Some of the things I managed to over come, some I thought I had but came back lol. I was doing really well recently and had begun to tell people that I was a "recovering agoraphobic" thinking I had only 1 step left. Anxiety and panic had other ideas, I had a breakdown at the end of Sept. I have not gone down the pill route for many years but for the sake of my 2 children I've had to this time. I hope this relapse doesn't last long, it's horrid when you feel as though the sun will never shine on you again, but I know it will :-D Take it hour by hour, day by day. I am here for anybody that just wants a listening ear, support, a friend. x