I don't know what eLse to do aye? I'm at my worst with this.. I've dug myseLf so deep that I think I've dug enough to make this hoLe my grave when I die? I'm struggLing, my heart aches and is caLLing for heLp but yet this fLame that has been burning inside of me eternaLLy I can no longer face the pain that I face from day to day..
I'm hungry for heLp and am out of words, out of energy and out of seLf esteem.. Now I can feeL myseLf coming to terms with the fact that I might not want to taLk at aLL because of aLL the stuff that's going on in my life..
I don't know?????????