i hate my life

[lesa]

[FONT=Geneva][SIZE=7][COLOR=blue] well, where do i start? gonna tell you all a little about me . as most of you know im lisa in the chat room, havnt been going in there long but maybe youll understand,,, if anyone has has had a boyfriend like mine... put it this way iv suffered panic attacks, and o.c.o. for 15 years now, he doesnt understand ,never once has he tried come to think of it. ,, anyway he has left me tonight . funny thing is thats what i wanted. but just how the f""" do i go on now hes gone???god only nows. i dont know how i feel. numb i guess. anyhow heres what he told me... NUMBER 1 im weak...
no2 who the f"""" is gonna want me ??????????like THAT? ME AND MY STUPID PANIC ATTACKS?
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no 4.....i have no life cause the stupid thing controls me.. then a laugh, oh yes,, cause im so weak .well i told him different im strong . il control them they will not control me... and lord i hope one day im right i will control them ....





THAT IAM NOT WEAK THAT THIS IS MY LIFE .NOT THERES??

oh god i am just so down . :lol: but il be ok

[dino]

DEAR LISA
I'M SO SO SORRY THAT YOUR BOYFRIEND SOUNDS SUCH A WA****R ,YE REALLY DONT NEED TO HEAR HIM SAY ALL THAT NASTY THINGS TO YE ,LISTEN TO ME OK FROM CHATTING TO YE IN CHAT MA OPINION IS UR A LOVELY PERSON WI A GREAT SENSE O HUMOUR EVEN THROUGH ALL THIS HELL THAT WE HAVE TO PIT UP WI DAY IN DAY OOT THIS IS THE LAST THING YE NEED LISA DINNA YE LET THIS BEAT YE NEVER EVER GI UP WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YE OK
LOVE DIANE (dino)
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IF I GOT A HAD O UR BOYFRIEND THIS IS WHT I'D DO TILL HIM FOR YE LOL

CHIN UP LISA OK

[lesa]

thanks dino. even though im so down gotta keep smileing not gonna let im beat me lol plenty more fish..ect. wish he where one now id drown him .xx

[beverley]

lesa
never let anyone put u down u r worth more than that
just take it daily and u always have forum and chat to go on
saw u on chat but didnt realise why u so upset as i am fairly new to chat i thought it better to let u get advice off people who know your situation better than i do
sorry about boyfriend just be patient the ideal one could b just round the corner u never know?
take care
beverley
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dinos picture must have made u smile [it did me]

*Huggles Lisa*
You don't need a guy like him around you Lisa. You can make it without him.

[lostinlife]

hi lisa
you desirve eternal happiness and you will controol your self and im sure you already do forget what he sais he obviously has no clue
best wishes coming your way
xlostinlifex

[lesa]

thanks for all your kind words,beverley.lazey,and lostinlife.and yes beverley dinos pic did make my laugh. lol. shes a great friend and nutter!

[dino]

AWWWW LISA IM SO GLAD I MADE YE SMILE I HOPE YOUR FEELING A BITTY BETTER HUN,HURRY UP AND GET YOUR A**E BACK IN CHAT SO WE CAN HAV A LAUGH
LOVE DIANE (dino)
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