i'm never gonna get better. i've tried everything. i know you're not supposed to talk shit about this chat, but people are like "over"-happy. no one understands.
nothing heeeeelps. i have done my best and i don't wanna fucking do this anymore.
anxiety is a big problem in my life, but nothing compared to other shit.
I'M SICK AND TIRED! FUCK IT ALL!
I even managed to "find" a hole lot of valium.. i took them all, drank loads of alcohol, took some more "sedating" stuff, didn't sleep for 72 hours the day before.. and my anxiety was still there. i did it so i could get through one day of school. but fuck it, i can't stand it anymore.
NOTHING HELPS.. no one can help me.
"life is what you make it.."
fuck, my life is over.. i'm gonna end it one beautiful day =)
that was my rant folks.. enjoy your lives.