I am new to this forum. I am hoping to chat with people in the same situation. I am the only person in my life that I know of that has OCD and no one in my life is aware of it. I thought I was getting a handle on it then realized it was just showing up in other ways. I used to count but not anymore. I have an obsessive with procrastinating and being late. I have to do certain things or people will die, I have intrusive sexual thoughts of things that I do not find moral, swear words, sexual acts, situations that haven't taken place seem to get stuck in my mind. It really makes me ashamed and feel like I'm a pervert or bad person. It's not exactly something you can confide to your friends. I have social anxiety, depression, and anxiety. I worry things will happen and those situations play over and over and over in my mind. I just never met anyone with gross thoughts that never seemed to stop.