yeah, my last time was the beginning of the school year...early september...i had a hard time adjusting to school but i've been clean since, so yeah, 8 months (:

i wish i was fearless.

i am. i know physically i am. i push myself, i'm not afraid to fall, i'm superwoman if i need to be.

emotionally i am afraid to let go. i don't want to let go or just...

maybe i will (:

i'm into art as well, just sold two pieces at an art show i was in this past weekend..your stuff is absolutely beautiful..

that is not lame! lol but yeah i understand, when my sister found out she started bawling and thought i was suicidal, and i cant explain the logic behind it, you know? because truly its not logical...

if i could control my words, i would. but i can't, i say what i feel in that instant and later regret most of it, this time i'm regretting all of it. i know it's my fault, i pushed away-well more...

i swear, i will be damned if i make a relationship work. i mean any relationship. something always goes wrong. parents? been there, done that, better now, awesome. friends? made hundreds in my high...

that rib tattoo would be so cute! and thankyou Emilyjane you seem very good to talk to as well (:

oh my godddd ouch! no thanks, i'll get mine done professionally! that must have killed so bad!

i want to get into kickboxing. lol. but it sucks that your body rejects them. whatever, tattoos all the way! i hear getting a tattoo is like an annoying pain, but i feel like once i start i won't be...

thankyou so much (: but i know exactly what you mean by the pain thing! i mean i have 10 piercings, used to be 12, and i cannot wait to get into tattoos!

thankyou! :) and if you ever want to talk, don't hesitate to message me

well friday will make three full months of no self harming!! (: YAY!! to me, it's kind of a big deal...i mean 90 full days...it sounds like something monumental to me, haha...so here's what i'm going...

thankyou so much for all the support! it really means so much :)

thankyou (:

two months clean of self-harming. two months of loving myself unconditionally. lol. it's a good life♥

alt + 3...hold the alt, then the plus, and then the 3 (i have to use the 3 on the little...

thats all you can do. i'm open to talk if you ever need it, just message me, i'm happy to help (:

legit i love that show! haha william h macy never ceases to make me laugh as frank! :D

i'm doing much better, thankyou. how are you these days? (:

i love that songgg!! i was never huge on eminem but always loved that song. thanks for that (:

i'm getting confirmed this year, i do a lot of community service! and i babysit for my neighbors on the reg. i dont know, i feel like i just hit the last straw of being disappionted because of...

alright well this isnt a rant or a rave. just well i dunno...lets start here. one day i will learn that with no expectations there will be no disappointments. seriously! like i'll always say 'okay...

Well here I am, a girl whose had a lot go on, but I made it out alive. I mean it, I'm better, I can feel it. I've told my story enough so I'll just skip right to the important part. The first time I...

for all those self-injurers out there, please remember that theres at least one person who cares. you're so beautiful, don't do it. i'm always here to talk, but here's a little song that kept me...

when you said you would talk and read to her i thought that was so sweet...missing someone special is one of the worst feelings..