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    Heart Pinned Shirt

    Lead me from the stillness
    Of pictures seeped in blue
    Bring me a blank canvas
    So I can start anew
    There is nothing my mind
    Can hold back from the flowing tide
    It will fill until it spills
    And...
  2. You Guys Know There's A Poetry Section Right? :)

    Hey all, I've been on this site for a while now, used to be in the chat but not so much anymore. Most of my time here is spent posting poetry over at the writing section which brings me here to ask...
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    Sleep Talker

    today I saw the sun
    it gave glory to the rain
    today I saw the wind
    propped up by a cane
    today I saw a snake
    inside a hungry rabbit
    Today my heart beats strictly out of habit

    And if I had a...
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    When Time Takes You

    I will take my place
    In front of engines roaring
    I’ll lay myself between
    the rain as its pouring
    and if the vision looks too blurry
    the pictures out of place
    just know I'm looking at you...
  5. Thread: Brother

    by FatalBanana
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    Brother

    All that time that I killed,
    Pulling smoke to my lungs
    In a parking lot covered in green glass
    Thats shimmering
    Like an ocean filled with pearls
    Along with everything I hate
    The light on my...
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    Man of Simple Things

    speak soft strong and silently
    of shakesperian tragidies
    and pull all your punches for me
    bend all your bows back
    leave me cold in the blowback
    and show me the things we can't see

    I'm a man...
  7. Thread: The River

    by FatalBanana
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    The River

    it was a purple purple sky
    and an orange orange moon
    and everyone was whistleing the same damn tune
    except Brian
    Brian stared out across the field
    and watched the horizon blossom to cop a feel...
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    The Deep End

    I feel myself falling
    off the pier into the white
    a man once said
    it feels like being under water
    well I'm starting to think hes right
    and though I know ill forget when I get older
    it doesn't...
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    Wont Stop Screaming

    I stand with pride
    on the divide
    to which I'm torn asunder
    the light reflects
    through plastic specs
    to eyes that fill with color
    behind the eyes
    there lays a mind
    to which you can't uncover...
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    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V3quWP2-n9E one...

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V3quWP2-n9E

    one more :p
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    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hoLxuyV9qz8 ...

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hoLxuyV9qz8

    Love Atmosphere
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    Wool Blankets

    I think we should force our hands
    to move a little more carefully
    to nurture the silence
    to get rid of the scarcity
    of life love and death
    beating on me so violently
    a way to rise above
    from...
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    Atmosphere - Lovelife

    Lovelife by Atmosphere

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rNm45DDojTo
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    This Ones For You

    there's a line that divides us
    seperates the madness my life has turned to
    we once were so close
    huddled tightly in the spectrum
    now the world seeks to tear us apart

    I've been thinking a lot...
  15. Thread: The Gap

    by FatalBanana
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    The Gap

    I fell into the gap again
    the transient light sank slowly
    as the cold crept violently
    to steal the warmth and solace my hands once carried

    the wind blows efortlesly
    floating over the breathing...
  16. Thread: Peer

    by FatalBanana
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    Peer

    where do lines begin
    and boundaries end?
    I sit here stuck
    on the wrong side of nowhere
    ensnared by the rhetoric
    spewed out by fear
    if the lines are my enemy
    are the words my peer?

    But I am...
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    hey jrayburn, just wanted to say I know exactly...

    hey jrayburn, just wanted to say I know exactly how your feeling my anxiety is too a point where everything seems grey I feel mostly numb most of the time and I struggle in trying to find something...
  18. Thread: Music

    by FatalBanana
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    *

    couldn't figure out how to delete a post so I just deleted everything on it lol
  19. hey man this is a place where people come to...

    hey man this is a place where people come to vent, talk to people and express themselves not a study room for your class. I appreciate the way you asked but this just isn't the right place for that....
  20. Thread: Loneliness

    by FatalBanana
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    hey heavy, im sorry to hear your not able to...

    hey heavy, im sorry to hear your not able to conceive i can only imagine how rough that can be. I also suffer from social anxiety so i know how that can be, i basically cut myself off from everyone...
  21. Thread: Answers

    by FatalBanana
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    Answers

    I'm running for my life
    but I'm frozen in place
    My tank is on empty
    And I'm rusted in chains
    Everythings the same
    Does anything really change?
    Is there some kind of purpose?
    Is this lion...
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    Hey Emily I'm Thomas, I'm 21 and your situation...

    Hey Emily I'm Thomas, I'm 21 and your situation seems similar to mine, I also suffer from anxiety/depression and used to seek out weed or any other highs to cope but in then end just made me worse....
  23. Hi Lynn I am interested in your dilemma, being a...

    Hi Lynn I am interested in your dilemma, being a 21 year old with similar conditions as your daughter I have been dealing with depression and anxiety for most of my life (still am) with my parents...
  24. Thread: Angel

    by FatalBanana
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    wow that sounded like a poem within itself but I...

    wow that sounded like a poem within itself but I totally agree with you, to me written words can be more effective and powerful then any actual spoken conversation and I enjoy trying to convey that....
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    Icarus Falling

    All I can do
    Is watch and wait
    The sparks fly off of every page
    You write and write for all its worth
    When all it's worth means nothing
    So drawl these paper wings
    And fly
    All I have to do is...
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