The title says it all. I thought between my bad grades and abuse from parents, it would get worse. But then it did. They just curse at me and make me feel useless and unwanted. Then they wouldn't let...

I feel some of the same emotions. My parents are verbally and physically abusive, and there is only 1 instance where i actually remember my self happy for 1 year. I feel the same about my family too....

may be slight phobia. seems more Agoraphobia like though.

i do not have a fear of dying, well i used to, until i figured out its not if you die. its WHEN you die. thats how i felt

you gotta bear through. if this continues you might want to see your doctor, if you feel like you don't have something to be that depressed about, as it could be clincal depression, and even more if...

you can't predict when this will end, as there are many variables, but it sounds like your dealing with depression or anxiety attacks.

and the last time i did a journal, i quit because i had 2 pages of rants -_-

yup almost similar to my problems, excpet my relationship with family has always been bad, can't remember one time i was happy with em.....

same.... sometimes i wonder if my life was different, but then i come back to harsh, cold, reality.

and sometimes i cry myself to sleep, thinking about how bad my life is. if my parents ever found out about it, they would just hit me again.

sorry to hear that. I hope you can bear through where I failed...

I know how you feel. except I think that my life is crap. even from my early age i never liked my parents as they just abusers. heh my life is pretty much crap beacuse of em Basically I had so much...

Hello, and i feel sorry for what has happened to you. I will probably never understand, as I don't have anxiety attacks, I just have some very heavy depression. Just want you to know there's someone...

try talking in front of group of friends, people you know. They're the best people to try to do public speaking to, as you know them. If you are comfortable speaking with them gradually try to talk...

My life has been a living hell for me. I am the youngest of 3 siblings and i am constantly verbal and physically assaulted by my parents and siblings. I never EVER live up to their expectations. Just...