I simply cant stand the fact that some people think being mentally ill is a mindset that is easy to change. Like I choose to be the way, I can choose to think myself better.

Sure you go to...

Use a sunblock with SPF of at least 15. Also get some lip chap with spf in it, also make sure to put it on your eye lids as a lot of people forget to put it there and so its not protected.

After visiting with my therapist today she says well along with your Bi Polar, Paranoia issues, you are also Agoraphobic and have Social Anxiety.
I never thought of myself as Agoraphobic before. I...

I know paranoia is dangerous and difficult. So are the moods swings I have. I was in a paranoid state when I wrote it, and then it got better. Mine gets better and worse depending on situation as...

LOL you have window curtains that are open. I wish. I had curtains up with blankets over them in my last apartment so that no light would show out so people wouldnt even know I was home. I dont even...

thanks
sometimes it helps a little to just get it out. Seeing it in writing often makes you realize how unreasonable you sound and to think it through. While that doesnt make it go away it makes it...

I am paranoid. I know today that I am annoying and invisible. So although I do not expect anyone to read this or even respond I simply needed to write it down so that I knew it happened. It's not my...

I was on prozac (name brand for the drug you named) for a whole two days before my doc jerked me off of it. That was simply because I felt like the Joker from the Batman movies, I had a permanent...

I take 150 of Trazadone to sleep at night. It will make you sick to your stomach if you do not eat, and it also seems to work better if you eat on it. If you lay down right after you take it then it...

I wish some of mine would go away, instead I seem to be collecting them as I go along through life, and the ones I have are getting worse. I just try to live with them. I am hoping that with therapy...

Fear of sharp objects maybe smiley.

A lot of people laugh at others fears, that is only because they don't have the same fear. We might see as silly. Like someone being afraid of clowns, that...

Autodysomophobia. Yep, I know its an odd one. It affects my life so much. I can't stand the thought of someone smelling my breath, body, or anything. This phobia has also contributed to me hearing...

Lithium can be rough if you are not meant to be on it. I know that it took me about a week to get used to it, then I had to go to jail to take care of some fines, the nurse there I am convinced got...

well Bipolar, adjustment disorder and some OCD. Typical I am sure.

I am now almost 33 years old and had never been diagnosed, I knew I was ill but was too paranoid to go do anything about it. So last week I did it. I checked myself into the hospital. I spent 10...

I try to log into the chat to talk through my problems, and I cant sign in, I just get a constant c***le, which is making me even more antsy. This is so not helping right now.