Throughout my whole life I've found it hard to lose weight, in fact probably this time last year I was complaining about constantly fluxing between 10stone 2lbs and 9stone 8lbs.

Since October...

For the past few days I've been in an odd state of "not quite there" and "thinking too much". At times it feels like I'm floating, I can't focus on anything, everything is dull, pretty dissociative....