My name is Jessica. I am on this site to hopefully find some advice and to be able to vent or talk about things with others that I am unable to talk to my boyfriend about.
I have Bi-polar Disorder and Anxiety, in the past I have also had A BIG problem with cutting myself, biting myself, and a few times I burned.
I lost a baby back in January of 2012 when I was with my ex, There were many problems in our relationship and much stress. I ended up miscarrying and our relationship got much worse after that leading to us splitting up.
I am with a man now named Timothy. He is one of the greatest guys I have ever known and I am so thankful that he came into my life.
He makes me so happy and I really do care about him and I want him in my life as long as time will allow him to be!
But I feel like I cant tell him everything. :( And this has nothing to do with him, It's the fact that I don't Want Him to worry about me.
I care about him and don't want to put more stress on him then he already has.
So i joined this site to find some help and maybe even someone to talk to.
So hopefully i can get over this stupid fear of talking to others about how I am feeling!