Rainybby
02-26-2012, 08:54 PM
Hello there, my names rainy.
I have panic attacks all the time. And seriously, I'm tired of it. I'm 18, and I'm currently in college, but I can only take online classes because I fear everything now.
August 27th was my first panic attack. I thought I was having a heart attack. I thought I
Since I'm a bigger girl that god is calling upon me. I felt my throat close on me. I felt like someone scratched me from the back of my spine all the way to my fingertips, and set my body to tingle, the go completely numb. As tears hit my face, my brother whom was a EMT in iraq came over and helped me until the real EMT arrived.
We laugh now because I tell him, the first time you give me a foot rub I can't feel it!
I thought I was going to die, I kept saying good bye to my mom, and my brother. When I arrived at the ER they gave me Xanax. They gave me three Xanax, because I was soo worked up.
The very next day, I triggered ten panic attacks on myself.
I'm getting better, they don't come as often. And if I could I would do whatever it takes to make em stop. Life's to short to fear everything. I feel like I got bit by a snake, and they say the way to survive is to suck out all the poison.
I'm doing my best, but I still need help.
I have panic attacks all the time. And seriously, I'm tired of it. I'm 18, and I'm currently in college, but I can only take online classes because I fear everything now.
August 27th was my first panic attack. I thought I was having a heart attack. I thought I
Since I'm a bigger girl that god is calling upon me. I felt my throat close on me. I felt like someone scratched me from the back of my spine all the way to my fingertips, and set my body to tingle, the go completely numb. As tears hit my face, my brother whom was a EMT in iraq came over and helped me until the real EMT arrived.
We laugh now because I tell him, the first time you give me a foot rub I can't feel it!
I thought I was going to die, I kept saying good bye to my mom, and my brother. When I arrived at the ER they gave me Xanax. They gave me three Xanax, because I was soo worked up.
The very next day, I triggered ten panic attacks on myself.
I'm getting better, they don't come as often. And if I could I would do whatever it takes to make em stop. Life's to short to fear everything. I feel like I got bit by a snake, and they say the way to survive is to suck out all the poison.
I'm doing my best, but I still need help.