Just cant go on anymore

[jkowski]

I am just at the point where I just wanna stop breathing. It would be so much easier that way. I can't be happy. NO one wants me to be happy. I can't do this anymore.

[edorn01]

Yes you can trust me, I have had thoughts about well everybody would be better off without me, but i am no where suicidal or anything like that, they are just natural thoughts to want to curl up in a ball and just be left alone for ever..... you will get past it for real, i just always look in my daugthers face and know that she needs me and I am everything to her....u have to look at the positives my counslor said. I beat myself up everyday for have to take a lorazopam when i feel my anxiety come on, but i am getting better at tryjing not too....if you ever want to talk write me ok!!

[jamiej]

i know what you mean.you have to try not to think about that so much,not easy i know.why do you say noone wants you to be happy?