09-26-2011, 09:07 PM
My wife that i've been with for the past 13 years (married for 5) just told me a few months ago that she is leaving me. She is my everything. i feel like i can't function without her. she wants me to still remain her friend, but i find it hard to see her happy with other people instead of me. i also have no other friends to turn to. i lost touch with all of them years ago. i've tried to make new ones, but i have social anxiety. i get nervous and start to mumble and stutter when i talk to people. i feel all alone. i feel like i will never be able to make friends. i feel like i will never find anybody to love me again. she gets upset with me if i try to ask why she wants to leave. but i just don't know what happened. i did everything for her. anything she ever wanted i gave her. i just don't know what to do anymore. she already has someone new. i can't stop crying. when i think i am ready to move on, something reminds me of her. and i just start feeling sad all over again.