coping alone

[jools]

especially pleased with myself today.as you,ll all understand,my problems prevent me from doing a full time job,so i do private cleaning work.i live in a small town,and my jobs are in a village 7 miles away.i do work over there because my mum (My safe person) lives there.but today,she was going out ,not far but somewhere i cant get to alone yet.she told me that she,d be home by 12.30,but shes often late,and i also know she sometimes tells me 'white lies',so as not to worry me,and i dont like to put on her or restrict her to much.i had to be at work for 1pm,usually i would ring and pretend to be ill,(they dont know about my problems),but today i took it on trust and did the journey anyway.to make matters worse,half way there i noticed my fuel gauge on empty,but it was to late to turn back.anyway,it took a little self control,but all was fine.

[mama]

Hey Jools
That is great for you!!!!! :D
I bet it felt really good...It is so nice to accomplish things you never thought you would do isn't it..? It gives you a whole new outlook that says yeah I can get better and yeah I can do this!!!

great job!!

mama :)

[Anna]

Hi Jools
Well done im so glad you were ok
I have done the very same thing I said I was ill to avoid going somewhere
But I really glad for you that you went out and did what you had to do with out any panic. And I hope when you got home I hope you punch the air with so much might well done
Love Anna
Xxxx
:)

[Snowy]

Well Done Jools,
You are doing well, little steps at a time, really good job!.

Bubbles xx

[CAJnCAT]

Hi Jools,

It's sooooooooooooo greatttttttttttttttttttt to see and hear your accomplishments hun!!!!!!!!!! You are doing great. You don't give up and hang in there hun. Small steps lead to bigger steps. You are doing awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love,
Cat