my course

[j.a.n]

my confidence course starts today,im sat here bricking it waiting for the next 10mins to hurry up and pass so i can call a taxi then i know ill be on my way,the time aint moving,thats how it feels,so i thought id post this hoping that i do achive it today and when i get back i can tell you all i did,atm i feel like shoving my head back under my pillow,anyway thats passed a couple of minutes,ill be back to inform you if i did or didnt do it ,loves to all jan xxxxxxxxxxxx, :arrow: :arrow: :arrow: the arrows are pointing that way go girl xxx

[j.a.n]

:D i did it and it was the most nerve wracking thing,i got there a felt like bursting into tears,i was so out of my comfort zone,the peopl are nice those who are doing it with me have all experienced very low and bad times that made me feel a little more relaxed(not much tho)im really pleased with myself for doing it,im so relieved i didnt panic or run off,i nearly did during a break it crossed my mind to run for the hills so i called a friend and shoved me back in there lol,i feel drained 3hrs is a long time,i hope it gets easier xxxxxxx jan

[molly-m]

:D well done jan congratulations i'm rearly pleased for you molly-m xxx :D

[j.a.n]

thx molly-m xxxxxx :)

[FLORENCE]

Jan ,,,
http://i123.photobucket.com/albums/o291/Savory-me/AnytimeSetsSnags/RCWelldone.gif
Keep it up ,,, I am sure it will get better,,, u will feel so good about it , be proud girl !!!
xxxxxx

[sunny]

Jan I think you did fabulous!!!! Very very proud of you. Please take pride in what you've been able to achieve. I know for myself, when I do these things that freak me out, it does get better every time I re-do them. I truly hope it's the same for you. Stick with it. I'd love to hear more about what you're doing in your course. Good for you!! Well done!!

Sunny

[j.a.n]

thx very much for your replies it means alot knowing i have support from my phobics family,loves to all,jan xx

[dino]

Hiya jan

keep up the good work like everyone else has already said you have indeed done brill, i am so happy for you :)

love dino
xxxxx
http://i130.photobucket.com/albums/p251/dino_042/rose3.gifhttp://i130.photobucket.com/albums/p251/dino_042/MagicalCreddyHugs1.gifmy friend :)

[j.a.n]

:D thx dino xxxxxx loves to ya x