rainbow
08-09-2008, 07:52 PM
Hi everyone, I am new to this site and am so happy to have found it. I am a 41 yr old female, married with 3 kids but only my 1 yr old son lives with me, due to my illnesses, my other 2 kids are son, 17, and daughter 13. I live in NY and i suffer from bi-polar, bpd, i have not been dx'd with any panic disorder or agoraphobia, but i know i have them.
I have a very difficult time leaving my home, I do find it easier when i am with my H, I also hate to be a passenger in a car i feel safer when i drive thank god my H is supportive in that area. I miss a lot of appts. cause i never know when i am gonna have a panic attack and be unable to drive anywhere. I need to overcome this problem so i don't end up making my son a prisoner in his own home. I guess thats it for now, i hope to be able to support others on this site as well as get support, I am a shy person and i do at times have a hard time being able to get the thoughts out of my head and into words (type). rainbow
I have a very difficult time leaving my home, I do find it easier when i am with my H, I also hate to be a passenger in a car i feel safer when i drive thank god my H is supportive in that area. I miss a lot of appts. cause i never know when i am gonna have a panic attack and be unable to drive anywhere. I need to overcome this problem so i don't end up making my son a prisoner in his own home. I guess thats it for now, i hope to be able to support others on this site as well as get support, I am a shy person and i do at times have a hard time being able to get the thoughts out of my head and into words (type). rainbow