peroxidepixie
03-06-2008, 07:51 PM
Bit of a vague one, as I am unsure how much I should say, or how to explain this, I just really wanted to know whether some people have found they feel compelled to self harm?
Like, it can be a 'good' day, where you aren't feeling particularly depressed or down, or at least it feels supressed, but you still feel an urge to cut yourself? Like a really strong force/feeling is wanting you to do it, but the reason isn't because of feeling depressed, although I am sure deep down the depression is what causes the feelings most of the time.
As I said, I find it hard to explain this, and I guess I just wanted to know whether others have self harmed on occassions where they are not feeling depressed, or when they have just felt very compelled to do it? Thanks a million x
Like, it can be a 'good' day, where you aren't feeling particularly depressed or down, or at least it feels supressed, but you still feel an urge to cut yourself? Like a really strong force/feeling is wanting you to do it, but the reason isn't because of feeling depressed, although I am sure deep down the depression is what causes the feelings most of the time.
As I said, I find it hard to explain this, and I guess I just wanted to know whether others have self harmed on occassions where they are not feeling depressed, or when they have just felt very compelled to do it? Thanks a million x