pokerstar
08-26-2007, 12:57 PM
well here i go again to fight the good fight, after my last session on alcohol, ive decided i don't like it anymore, its affecting me and others in my life too, its time to make a change
put behind me what ive been like the last few days, if i have offended anyone, which i know i probably did for that im sorry, there's nothing that i can do, except change.
ive been reminded that i have anti alcohol tablets so they will now come into affect which means if i drink on them i will be poisned and ive been told thats not much fun,
Also i have been having rows with people and things are happening which shouldnt be because 1 alcohol and two i have been getting very close to a certain person, and i have brought it into the site which is not a good idea and , that subject will remain private, and hopefully just in between me and her. because i want it to work, but if i carry on with alcohol, and bringing it into the site , it wont work and ill be very sad, so its time to make some changes for everybody plus me too be happy.
a very heartfelt apology to, bren,who told me too take my meds and who i have disrespected i know your a fantastic lady, i hope you see this. and jan for causing her worry and stress etc, who is also one in a million.
anybody else i cheesed of during this episode of mine im sorry and now am taking measures to hopefully change this.
thanks for reading, take care all the best pokerstar.
put behind me what ive been like the last few days, if i have offended anyone, which i know i probably did for that im sorry, there's nothing that i can do, except change.
ive been reminded that i have anti alcohol tablets so they will now come into affect which means if i drink on them i will be poisned and ive been told thats not much fun,
Also i have been having rows with people and things are happening which shouldnt be because 1 alcohol and two i have been getting very close to a certain person, and i have brought it into the site which is not a good idea and , that subject will remain private, and hopefully just in between me and her. because i want it to work, but if i carry on with alcohol, and bringing it into the site , it wont work and ill be very sad, so its time to make some changes for everybody plus me too be happy.
a very heartfelt apology to, bren,who told me too take my meds and who i have disrespected i know your a fantastic lady, i hope you see this. and jan for causing her worry and stress etc, who is also one in a million.
anybody else i cheesed of during this episode of mine im sorry and now am taking measures to hopefully change this.
thanks for reading, take care all the best pokerstar.